So.. A thing just happened.
On the previous pages I'm talking about this girl, M. What I posted was 2 years ago. Since then I've moved on and am in a stable relationship with a girl I love dearly, I'll call her N. I love N.
I haven't talked to M in a long time. But today I got in bed and noticed a message on my phone from her:
"Damn, I have no right to do this to you!! But damn suddenly I'm missing you, I don't know why. I picked up my notebook [from when we were dating] and I saw something that awoke many things inside me. I don't know if you remember but you wrote: 'I love you. You're my life. You're my partner and I love you'. And fuck I felt a grip inside... I'm a dumbass for doing this to you and I have no right, but I want you to know that part of me still loves you or I don't know what this is, I'm sorry. Forget this.. I don't know why I'm saying it.. Damn.."
It was fucked. up.
I gently told her off.. But reading this caused a certain impact in me. I was NOT expecting this. Even more so now that I've moved on.
Maybe I'm just a big wimp over these things, but I'm kinda sad for her..