Thanks for the well wishing guys, but maybe I should expand on the sea of depression phrase. It wasn't just my relationship trouble, it's just everything that's going on with my life at the moment. I warn you it get's pretty damn depressing.
Firstly my girlfriend breaks up with me in August (And I'll admit I never saw it coming.) we were pretty damn happy. Just a few days before our breakup she even baked me brownies and presents too so it was a complete shock. At least we were friends still, eh?
Then the even worse news hits. My father spent sometime in the hospital in September after what we thought was a heart attack, his been having irregular heart beats for a while and when the doctor's finally brought him in at first they thought it was a stomach ulcer that was causing him to lose blood that lead to his heart being out of rhythm. Then the day he got discharged they told us it is infact stomach cancer. Worse still whilst the doctor's at first thought he had a timeframe of living between a year to five, seeing a cancer specialist gave the news that he's on the last stage of his cancer and might have between 6 months to a year to live.
Then I found out some people I trusted and had my utter most faith were going round my back and taking things that should legitimately belong to me. The realisation didn't hurt me as much as I thought it would, just completely disappointed in myself for trusting them in the first place.
And then Saturday did a complete number on me as it seems my friendship with my girlfriend is lost too. Damn all of this.
In the end I'm just burying my head more in my work, anime, comics and video games. Basically anything.
Sorry to hear as well akhi. Wishing you a lot of luck and patience. I think most of us know how it feels. I kind of went through the same thing in the last months (which is why i was so absent lately). But the good news(license) plus me celebrating that by going on vacation helped a little bit. Its good to change environment and be surrounded by good people every day in situations like this.
Adding to what crack said, ask yourself what you would say to the akhi from 2,5 years ago. I know it may sound silly and may not help when putting it this vaguely. But it helped me a lot selfreflecting and convincing myself that i'd be better off if i had never invested my time in "her" i would have been smiling a lot more right now....... Yeahh... Anyway.... good luck bro
Sorry to hear that man :/ I thought about going vacation but all the stuff with my father means I had to put that on a stop. I'm not sure how much more better of I was if I never met my girlfriend, infact she helped me a lot in my life that I didn't realise I might have needed help on, but just got to keep moving and finding a reason to live I guess.
